The Head of Mimir
Commentaries of the witch Grayer
Sunday, August 6, 2023
The Secret Commonwealth and Satan's Invisible World Discovered
Sunday, July 9, 2023
A Painful Toad Gnosis
Some weeks ago, I found a dried toad corpse in the parking lot of my apartment complex. I stopped and looked at it, ultimately deciding to take it. Via pendulum, I conversed with my primary familiar about whether I should undertake some kind of toad work. The very idea is conditioned by reading The Pattern Under the Plough, etc.
I got affirmative answers, and did some basic work over several weeks: I kept the corpse in a small, lidded, cauldron, propitiated it with offerings, and attempted to view a toad spirit in the Otherworld.
Meanwhile, I did notice an uptick in discussions on Facebook regarding the toad bone rite, etc.
It occurred to me also that -- it being summer -- this work corresponded with natural cycles of toad and frog mating. I began hearing them in the courtyard of the apartment complex every night. At times the calls became cacophonous.
Ultimately, on a full moon, I opted to utilize Isobel Gowdie's formula and shapeshift into a toad in the Otherworld. I also glimpsed ethereal frogs and toads emerging from a fountain in a place like Blockula.
In summary, over the course of days and nights, I experienced, as it were, an increasing alignment with both this Otherworld hypostasis as well as the natural crescendo of summertime toad and frog mating.
The day after the full moon I discovered that the fountains and lazy river in the courtyard of my apartment were filled with hundreds of tadpoles. I watched them with awe, and had a feeling of total fulfillment. I dipped my oak wand into the water -- mirroring the way I dipped the wand into a cauldron on the Summer Solstice -- attempting to impart some small amount of energy for their growth.
The next day, when I returned from work, I discovered that the maintenance people had dumped dangerous amounts of chlorine or bleach into the water, either to kill algae, the tadpoles, or both. A horrible smell filled the air and I found it difficult to breathe. I could see vapors rising from the water, which was now cloudy white. The tadpoles, which had swum so quickly that morning, were all dead.
I was overwhelmed with feelings of horror and sadness: despair at the brokenness of things.
Awareness of the record temperatures was a part of it. I had an impression -- fear, really -- of final desolation brought about by capitalist ecocide.
I cannot say that I have fully recovered. It is a reality of our situation that "connecting with nature," spiritually and otherwise, implies increased awareness of the danger facing all life.
Nevertheless, I want to do the work of the toad spirit, whatever that is.
Tuesday, December 20, 2022
Christmas Ghost Story Collection: The Wind From Outside
Here is the print edition of my Christmas ghost story collection, released in 2020. It has been expanded with two additional stories written after the original release. This print edition is $12.00.
If you would like the pdf, free of charge, just email me and
I will send it to you. Merry Christmas and Happy Yule!
Thursday, December 1, 2022
Christmas Resources, Pt. 3
Here we have the Hypnogoria Oldtime Yuletide Advent Calendar. This calendar is interactive, with each date on the calendar being a "door" leading to a bit of lore, available as text or short podcast.
The calendar appears to be just the tip of the iceberg. The site is extensive and I have not yet had time to explore it. But beyond holiday content and the charm of the calendar format, the site's style evokes the old internet -- what one might have seen on Geocities or Angelfire. That may be enough to interest some explorers of the hauntological.
Friday, November 25, 2022
Christmas Resources Pt. 2, Historical Farm Series
1. Tales
from the Green Valley (2005) Period explored: 1620 |
|
2.
Victorian Farm (2009) Period explored: 1837-1901 |
|
3. Victorian
Pharmacy (2010) Period explored: 1837-1901 |
N/A |
4. Edwardian
Farm (2011) Period explored: 1901-1910 |
|
5. Wartime
Farm (2012) Period explored: 1938-1946 |
|
6. Tudor
Monastery Farm (2013) Period explored: 1457–1509 |
|
7. Secrets of
the Castle (2014) Period explored: 13th century |
N/A |
Friday, November 18, 2022
Christmas Resources, Pt. 1
Note that although the present blog is dedicated to esotericism in the broadest possible sense—it is an occult blog—matters treated in the linked materials may be more-or-less exoteric in their respective cultural contexts. For contemporary U.S. Americans, the likes of Krampus may have dark and even counter-cultural connotations, and result in a frisson of the strange and the eerie; though, Krampus has become more mainstream.
Your mileage may vary, as the saying goes. But I suspect that any of these things could be interesting those looking to plumb the depths of the season in various ways.
Monday, November 14, 2022
Notes on the Esoteric Plato
November 14, 2022
These are notes that I found on
my outdated but useful AlphaSmart word processor. The reading and notes are a
response to the Secret History of Western
Esotericism podcast (SHWEP), which I began listening to in the autumn of
2020. Therefore, the notes were written after that, and likely in 2021. I will reproduce
the text here—as an artifact—with only a few grammatical corrections and
expansions for clarity. The latter are indicated in brackets.
***
Listening to the SHWEP has
prompted me to return to Plato’s texts after many years. Actually, the detailed
discussions on the podcast have inspired me to read Platonic texts I had never
read before (i.e., the Parmenides and the Timaeus). I have been struck by how
holistic Plato is when it comes to bridging the gap between rational and
extra-rational modes of knowing, let us [call them]. [What follows will be]
overly schematic in order to highlight some points I find significant.
From the perspective of
intellectual history (that is, from the perspective of what might be presented
in a course with “intellectual history” in the title), Plato comes across as
the father of rational philosophizing in the traditions stemming from the
Greeks. A nod is given to the pre-Socratics. I take it that this is roughly how
Plato appears in the analytical cannon, at least as a necessary link in the
chain leading to Aristotelian logic. I do not think that this is entirely inaccurate.
Nevertheless, I have been struck
by all the ways that Plato describes extra-rational inspiration impinging upon
the person, and therefore impacting discursive philosophy itself. In fact, he
seems to be always trying to integrate the extra-rational into the latter, as
if making it an essential moment of the whole.
Lokilech, CC BY-SA 3.0 <http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0/>, via Wikimedia Commons
"Diagram of the sheep's liver found near Piacenza with Etruscan inscriptions"—Wikipedia article on the Haruspex
The Secret Commonwealth and Satan's Invisible World Discovered
George Sinclair (1630-1696) - Protestant Scottish mathematician, engineer, demonologist - the nice career summary on his Wikipedia page Rob...
.jpg)
-
Since we are sinking deeper into the Christmas season, I wanted to compile links to miscellaneous Yuletide things that I have found intere...
-
Kindly see parts 1 and 2 . This will be a quick post, as I have a new find here on the first of December, and it's a bit time-sensiti...
-
November 14, 2022 These are notes that I found on my outdated but useful AlphaSmart word processor. The reading and notes are a response...